I know... I know... that's a "bad" word. I'll go wash my mouth out as soon as I am done typing this (maybe - either way, I'll tell you I did).
I'm so irritated with myself. I'm totally neglecting my blog - and the blogs I normally read religiously. I think that I've put so much on my plate, that I'm starting to get overwhelmed. I feel like I've been running around like a chicken with it's head cut off! Literally!Two friday's ago (when my mom and sisters were here) I got a NILMDTS call at 1 am (I guess technnically that was Saturday). This past Friday, I had a compass test (which I did great on), and I had a call from NILMDTS on Thursday night, when I was also with Kacey at the hospital while she was in labor. Oh wait, did I mention I didn't sleep at all that night?! Kacey had her baby at 7am Friday, and after I took all the pictures I could, I left the hospital and went to take the COMPASS test. Don't get me wrong... I'm beyond glad that I was able to be with Kacey, and I wouldn't have wanted to be anywhere else, but what you don't understand is that I spent ALL Friday night up as well. I didn't get a blink of sleep because Alli was up all night puking her guts out. It was awful! Luckily it was just a 24 hr. thing (in her case it was a 15 hr. thing) and Alli was better by lunch on Saturday. But, my immune system is now shot to heck due to my lack of sleep, and now I have a cold. GRRRRR. I'm so mad! Don't I know that I have a brand new baby to go see!? Argh. Why am I sick?! I can't cuddle a new baby if I'm sick! This stinks! I need to get better. I need to sleep. I need to take a chill pill. I need... I don't know what I need.
And holy crap (I know, another bad word - I'll have to invest in some bar soap) ... I just realized that I'm supposed to have Cub-scouts at my house this afternoon and I'm in charge of the activity! AHHHHHH! Will the madness never end!?
P.S. I'm putting in a garden again this year. I want to start the plants myself, does anyone know when I should be starting them... or do you have any good suggestions for books or websites that could tell me what I need to do?
2 comments:
Man, girl! Just having you tell me about your weekend, just wears me out! I can't imagine what you are really feeling. Hope you get better soon. Dean has been super sick the last 5 days or so, and I'm about ready to tear my hair out! I can't go anywhere when I've got sick kids and it seems like I've been stuck in my house for over 2 weeks and I've got a little cabin fever now! UGH!
Hey, good luck on the garden thingy. I too, want to start one! Here's a blog that I'm going to start following and she's from Idaho, which is great, cuz she knows our "weather" situations. Hope it helps! www.bdgardens.blogspot.com
busy, busy, busy! If you ever need a babysitter- just call me! Bradly would love to play with your kids! I usually plant my garden around memorial day. You have to wait until it is no longer freezing at night, or your plants will freeze and die- like a few of mine did last year. . .
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